I have a Dream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I got a big head and sore arms writing all those statements, but happy for myself. My own journey of discovery. I am proud of myself for having the courage having the power to alter my own fate.
I will be all set once I found the "it".
The it that worth to live for. For now, unfortunately, not making baby and serving my husband.
I really sometimes wish I can get satisfied by being a lovely and healthy housewife or doing the same job for the rest of my life. I really do.
But I really can't. It was so painful trying to find the "it". It was painful facing all those criticism and discrimination even from within myself.
