Saturday, January 27, 2007

Changing of my direction


I have learnt so much from the teacher. She told us she is a cancer patient. I were amazed that someone can be so positive and strong while having such a deadly illness. I admire her courage and positive spirit. Hopefully I will get to talk to her again this wednesday and get some inspiration from her.

There are some very interesting people in the class. One man there has his own business and he apparently very good with finance and numbers. one girl there has a very big hair and speak very loud and one man sitting in the front were half sleep while he asked the teacher questions. Nobody know what he was talking about as a result.

I had lunch with some girls from work last thursday. There was so much fun chatting girly stuff and feeling like one of the girls again. It was nice to not feel guilty wearing a skirt and having my high heel shoes making noises. I wish I can be so charming and successful as them.


Wednesday, January 24, 2007

Am I depressed?

I went to see a career consellor today in UBC Robson Square. Two very firendly volunteers in the centre had a long talk with me. The conclusion at the end of my problem is lacking of social interaction. Diana recommend me to join 4 social organizations at once and try them out. 

I am exhausted and full of negative energy these days.  

Finally we got the confirm that my parents are indeed be able to come over for chinese new year in Feburary. Maybe finally, I will have the feeling of being in a family again.


I will get out of it. It is just part of life.