“我立在阳台上，在黯蓝的月光里看那张照片，照片里的笑，似乎有藐视的意味，然而那注视里还是有对这世界难言的恋慕。 ”
——张爱玲
1995年的9月8日，张爱玲一个人在纽约的公寓孤独地离去。这位本世纪中国最优秀、最惊恐不安，也最沉静的女性作家，为其传奇般的一生画下了一个诡异的句号。
Why I feel that she is talking to me from her old pictures. I wonder if I can go back in time, would we became friends? I would bump into her in a store in the state, and just start talking. If that happened, I would have been around her when she was dying in a tiny apartment in a strange foreign country with no one around.
