I took a look at my diary. It is very depressing.
There are a few reasons: I only write down my depressing thoughts; by writing them down, somehow make me feel better.
I am depressed 40 percent of the time which is making this diary even more depressing.
I have a low selfesteem.
I am a big piece of looser.
Nobody loves me and I can't love anyone.
......I think I should stop before I run to the kitchen and get my butcher knife and start to butcher myself.
By the way, the other day I saw a video on youtube teaching people how to cut your own legs off and another one teach you how to have sex with a sheep. He was really cutting it off . I almost puke all my lunch out after seeing the video.
How can anyone get so sick? Was that his dad drunk some toxic chemical while having sex with his mum? or somehow his mum was a mutated violent monkey?
