I have decided to forget about him. Deleting all his contact info from the computer and cell phone is easy but deleting everything about him in my head and my heart will take a long time. It is never gonna to work anyway. It still give me a heart attack feeling when I wake up in the morning thinking about him. Is this call love or it is just that I am horny?
What is the point that seeing him for half an hour once a month? I am really not in his heart and what is the point behaving like a sticker which will only hurt myself.
I am just so used to having him around and it is killing me now that he is sure sure gone forever.
I might never be able to find my truth love. I don't probably deserve it.
