I might be able to learn Italian again.There is no other reason, not for getting jobs, not for being fancy. Just that I want to learn the most beautiful language on earth which were designed by a poet and a real artist. ( ok! i admit it! I kind of want to be fancy!! )
The doctor's office called me last night ( which is rather strange). A lady told me on the phone "Doctor Ye will like to discuss your test result with you..." I hope is not something serious...
I only had sex with ( almost )one same person about( kind of ) 2 years ago. How big is the chance I got HIV? I eat only things without nutrition and look like shit, how big is the chance I got cancer? I only stay at home 90% of the time, how big is the chance I got Ebola Disease?
But again, I got genes from my parents which I have no control over with, how big is the chance I want to stay single?
Recently I really want to go home to my family and to China. I missed my granddad. He is 88 now and not feeling well most of the time.
I am so full of Shit sometimes. I even feel bad seeing all the fishes I got getting killed, but I am buying bit and pieces of fishes all the time from T$T anyway. Even everyone on earth turn vegetarian, the conflicts are not gonna to be solved. There are more fundamental things than not killing things.
Which is : Killing all the people instead. ( I deserve to go to Hell where I might be able to meet with chairman Mao and ask him " what the hell were you thinking! How you did all these! There is a book about you that is 800 pages in English now! I am kind of proud of you sometimes but hate you as well. My dad want to ask you: why?)
I think my writing style need to be refined a little bit.
