I am feeling so much better recently. Finally I am me again and forgot about all those human drama and pointless jobs. Most important thing for now will be to solve out my finance and make some important decisions.
I just can't wait to do some reading and start to talk with some great mind again instead of Utube and pussy and hocky( this one is not bad actually)
Once I finish all those massive amount of homework. It will be time for me to sit down and have a really good look into my personall finance and may be have a chat with SC.
I want to read Simonde de Beauvoir's [ The Second Sex] and Betty Friedan 's [ The Feminine Mystique].
These 2 'most harmful books' of the last 2 centuries.