Sunday, December 03, 2006

Where is my Beijing?



I went to Beijing recently. I were so glad to see my colleagues and my family. Raymond has built a great team there in Beijing. They seems very close and sincere to each other. There was one guy who said to me before I left: remember you willl always have a second home here in Beijing, come back often and we will miss you. His word and the way he said it make me felt like crying out loud. By the way: this great young man is not in love with me, stop it please!

I feel sorry to see Beijing turning into a big lump of traffic and pollution. I went there with my mum and my friends 15 years ago, Beijing used to be so clean and magnificant.
I can't help but wonder: Is beijing or the whole china really moving forward into a sustailable prosperity? Or it is in a state like me with my career as someone's comment: being to eager to move forward and learn to a point that the whole effort almost seems ugly in the eyes of the rest of the world?

Is human race really have a future? Will all problems be solved if we can exist without relying on our body? Sometimes I wonder: am I the only person in the world actually realize we might be on our way to extinction and destroying every thing else on the way?



I found it sometimes amusing. People struggle for power, money, lust. We are all working so hard in this money machine system, fighting for pride and power and religion. But seems like nobody care the fact that: the way we live our life is destroying everything which we rely on and it is the only thing we have which is worth to treasure and to care for.

There is one surprise: I saw quite a lot of birds there in Beijing. I once saw a big one like an eagle flought over my hotel window. There is a saying: when a xique fly in front of you, you will have good luck that day. Wish the best luck to all creatures in this world.