What if?

I am so busy at work. My parents are coming over for chinese new year! I am really not sure they will like it here or not, it is a beautiful place, but it can be a very loney place too.

kissing my computer good night

I　ａｍ　ｖｅｒｙ　ｂｕｓｙ　ｒｅｎｃｅｎｔｌｙ．　Ｎｏｔ　ｖｅｒｙ　ｓｕｒｅ　I　ｓｈｏｕｌｄ　ｓｔａｙ　ｌａｔｅ　ｔｉｌｌ　７：３０ｗｉｔｈ　Ｐａｕｌ　ｔｈｏｕｇｈ．　Ｈｅ　ｍｅｎｔｉｏｎ　ｈｅ　ｉｓ　ｇｏｎｎａ　ｔｏ　ｄｏ　ｌａｔｅ　ｎｉｇｈｔ　ｐｒｏｂａｂｌｙ　３　ｎｉｇｈｔｓ　ａ　ｗｅｅｋ．I think maybe I should go to work late as him and get dinner for staying late.Just maybe too much for my health to work so much. 　Ｉ am currently working on new textures, tanslate character posts, and also conference call to Beijing every night.

Arthur seems has problem handing me the english version before 3:30. I　ａｍ　ｎｏｔ　ｓｕｒｅ　Ｉ should still translate them the other day even though people in Beijing already fully understand it and has raise no questions.

what am I　ｄｏｉｎｇ？　Ｉ　ａｍ　ａ　ｗｏｒｋａｈｏｌｉｃ！！！！！！I am still thinking about work after taking a bath at home. If my computer is a man, we will probably already made 20 babies.

I want to...

There are a few things I really want to do. Be a better writer, a better artist and build a nice home. Actually, not just that, I also want to dance, want to have some more nice friends and want to help our environment, try fishing, travel more and be very good with yoga practise or some kind of kongfu.

There are a few people in my life I really admire, like my mum, she doesn't know that, but after these years living on my own in different foreign countries, and working or even dating with quite a few assholes. I realize how tough her life must have been. She is my hero. Even more of a hero if she can give me more of my own space and be happier with her marriage.

I will try my best to pay her back. It won't be easy, but I will try.

Where is my Beijing?

I went to Beijing recently. I were so glad to see my colleagues and my family. Raymond has built a great team there in Beijing. They seems very close and sincere to each other. There was one guy who said to me before I left: remember you willl always have a second home here in Beijing, come back often and we will miss you. His word and the way he said it make me felt like crying out loud. By the way: this great young man is not in love with me, stop it please!

I feel sorry to see Beijing turning into a big lump of traffic and pollution. I went there with my mum and my friends 15 years ago, Beijing used to be so clean and magnificant. I can't help but wonder: Is beijing or the whole china really moving forward into a sustailable prosperity? Or it is in a state like me with my career as someone's comment: being to eager to move forward and learn to a point that the whole effort almost seems ugly in the eyes of the rest of the world?

Is human race really have a future? Will all problems be solved if we can exist without relying on our body? Sometimes I wonder: am I the only person in the world actually realize we might be on our way to extinction and destroying every thing else on the way?



I found it sometimes amusing. People struggle for power, money, lust. We are all working so hard in this money machine system, fighting for pride and power and religion. But seems like nobody care the fact that: the way we live our life is destroying everything which we rely on and it is the only thing we have which is worth to treasure and to care for.

There is one surprise: I saw quite a lot of birds there in Beijing. I once saw a big one like an eagle flought over my hotel window. There is a saying: when a xique fly in front of you, you will have good luck that day. Wish the best luck to all creatures in this world.

I am not bone and skin

我不是很瘦，虽然晓春哥说我越来越瘦，其实我还是有一点肉的。

Brunswick Point

星期五是中秋节，到林姐那吃了一顿营养丰富的晚饭。( 很好吃的虾) 那一天的月亮真的很圆。在加拿大不但菜种得大，人长得高大，怎么连月亮也显得特别大？：)


昨天去New Westminster 的Brunswick Dyke去了。

找停车的位置花了不少时间，刚下车看到的风景跟从前在Steveson的差别不是太大，心想可能会失望了。但走到行程的一半，才渐渐的领略到它的独特韵味，一路上鸟，蟋蟀，跟农场的各种声音互相交错， 犹如一首田园交响曲。一路上看到钓鱼的，还有打猎的人。

在一个偏僻的角落，竟是一个神秘的苹果花园，让我想起了My neighbour Totoro里的秘密通道，只可惜里面没有Totoro!里面满地是苹果，我们爬到树上也摘了不少。只是苹果长得奇形怪状，不愧是Organic的无农药产品。
回家看到刚洗好的苹果，有很多疤痕，应该都是给鸟叼出来的。看来大自然的力量真是神奇，仿佛苹果也有自然愈合的能力。

Garibordi Lake

星期四完成了模型跟贴图制作。我对图层跟一些其他的方面进行了改进。我对自己的工作精神跟能力是很有信心的。天下无难事，只怕有心人！在加拿大这一点就更真切了。

昨天到Garibaldi Lake 大约距离squamish35公里. 终点有海拔1500米高。 我的新爬山鞋成为满清十八刑具。 最终忍无可忍，只能把鞋的前端切掉了，终于彻底的解放了我的食指。

爬山的来程花了大约6个小时，行程9公里。一路上都是比较陡的斜坡，我叫苦连连，可是因为心中有着看到奇峰异景的希望，还是坚持下去了，一路也没有怎么停。
终点的风景如人间天堂，再辛苦还是值得的！

拍的照片不多，可大部分我都挺满意的。有时候觉得自己还真是挺有艺术天分的！ 哈

现在的情况

现在工作很忙，其实这三年来都是差不多。是真的需要这么忙吗？ 还是我太要强了？有时候我自己也不知道。

来加拿大有几年了，真正旅游的时间真的很少。现在工作比较稳定了，看来可以去跑跑了。先从温哥华附近的地方开始，我希望领略BC省的美丽风光。

让我的家人跟朋友也在这里跟我分享壮观的Canada，地球上其中一个最美的地方。

点每一篇日记开头的几个字会带你到另一个网站，你会看到更多的照片。点击每张照片可以显示照片的真实尺寸大小。

大自然是我最好的老师，
也是最忠诚的朋友，唯一能
洗涤我心灵让我感觉平静的地方。